Lord Help Me Video (MV)

Out my mother fu*king mind man
I might be a head case
But one thing I know fasho for certain
I ain't feeling like this for no mother fu*king reason ya dig

Maybe I'm crazy maybe I'm not that's how they play me
Cuz lately I been spazzing out on any mother fu*ker passing by
Don't ask me why I'm in my feelings
Sometimes I'm feeling everybody tripping
They out to get me I see them demons
They out here lurking Gotta find my purpose
I'm in a hurry I know I'm worthy
I been unfaithful I been ungrateful
I know the lord he will and able
Gotta make my bed before I be pronounced dead in it
Meanwhile I'm looking forward to Sunday
Chilling at the park by the water with my daughter
Thinking about my mother and my father
Why we ain't close
The way me and my daughter bond is I gotta know
Some say I should let it go I gotta family of my own now
I'm grown now I been on my own since I left home
In its strange although I cant complain
Every thang happens for reason man
I'm thankful I'm breathing man believe me
This is my season
All the sh*t I'm going through a ni**a still cheesing
As if I seen a Kodak flash
And this ain't even the half of it I cant' even fathom it
Sheesh I'm so proud of me I didn't end up in the streets
Ducking and dodging police trying my hardest not to be a target
So much going on we really living and dying young
So much going wrong what's going on

Shhhh I don't understand none of my prayers falling through I'm running out of plans
I know whatever gone happen God got the upper happen
One day I'm doing good next day I'm bad again
Lord help me understand
Shhhh I don't understand none of my prayers falling through I'm running out of plans
I know whatever gone happen God got the upper happen
One day I'm doing good next day I'm bad again
Lord help me understand
Lord help me

I know I've done a lot of dirt I know
I know I done caused a lot of hurt thats true
But like hell if I'm a suffer
All the sh*t I've done for all you ungrateful mother fu*kers
Got me clinching my knuckles
Knocking holes in the wall I can patch it up
But these true feelings I cannot hide and I cant patch it up
I know they praying on my down fall but I stay stacking up
I'm doing damn good and going to continue what you asking for
I no you don't give a fu*k
In my business wonder how I'm getting it
Know I'm coming up
And all you ni**as who against me good riddance good luck
Cuz finally I'm to the point now where I don't give a fu*k
That goes for family and whoever else who got a problem with me bruh
I'm fed up so much sh*t on my mind but still I hold my head up
I can hear em now I cant believe what you said bruh
I mean what I say you gotta problem we can go heads up

Shhhh I don't understand none of my prayers falling through I'm running out of plans
I know whatever gone happen God got the upper happen
One day I'm doing good next day I'm bad again
Lord help me understand
Shhhh I don't understand none of my prayers falling through I'm running out of plans
I know whatever gone happen God got the upper happen
One day I'm doing good next day I'm bad again
Lord help me understand
Lord help me