Norman Sanchez - Abandoned Hope Lyrics

You should know that I'm not ready
I never told you
I should've warned ya
This burden on me is getting too heavy
I never told you
But, I should've warned ya
I'm
So afraid
That I'm stuck in my ways
When I know
That you came
And conquered The Cross
And The Grave
So why am I afraid
So afraid
So afraid
That you're ashamed
Ashamed of your son
Look at that stain
What have I done (Done, done, done)
Run
Who have I become
I don't know myself no more
I'm in a slum
Slum, slump
The drums, go bum bum bump
Just sold my soul
Let's have some fun (Fun, fun)
Now come
Come on now run
Now get on that ledge
Let me see you jump (Jump, jump)
I think I've abandoned hope
I'm so far gone, no OVO
So how did you know
I'm not ready
I never told you
I should've warned ya
And this burden on me is getting too heavy
I never told you
I should've warned ya
Now I'm
So afraid
That I'm stuck
In my ways
And I'll never
Make it back home
And you'll say
Aye
Your brothers blood
Calls out my name
What have you done (Done, done)
Don't hide
Don't try to run, yeah
I see the pain in you, yeah
Now you in a slump
Slump, slump
The drums, yeah
They go bump, bump, bump
Yeah, and that Golden Calf
Got you having fun (Fun, fun)
Now come
Come on now run
You see that ledge
Go ahead now jump (Jump, jump)
I think I've abandoned hope
(Ho, ho, ho, ho, hope)
Because this world is truly not my home
(My home, my home)
And I shoulda' gave it all up so long ago
(So long ago)
But, sometimes we tend to hold on
When really
We should probably just let go
Let go