if it kills me Video (MV)

Think I'm the bad guy (Ooh)
But no one wants to tell me the truth at all
I'm not a rad guy
But maybe in the future I can clean up my act
I keep on struggling
I'm at that point where it feels like my life in crumbling
That subtle fear of thinking I can never love again
So concerning, it's so troubling (So troubling), ohh

I'm so tired, I'm empty
I can't lie I don't got much in me
I'm a liar, I envy
I'll keep trying to love if it kills me
I'll keep on trying to love if it kills me, oww
I'll keep on trying to love

I can only tell you what you wanna hear and maybe more
Don't got the time to get to know you babe, got one foot out the door
Ohh, I'm never getting close
Oh how can I love you again when it hurts me?
It hurts me, oww

I'm so tired, I'm empty
I can't lie I don't got much in me
I'm a liar, I envy
I'll keep trying to love if it kills me