Spaceship (feat. Liri & QCR) Video (MV)

Lost from my city and I'm lost from home
Inside my spaceship, shit, I'm so alone
I do my own shit, I'm a one man show
And the people I love they don't love me no more
I got 99 problems and a bitch ain't one
It's my actions, and my choices that be f*cking up love
Bumping 99 Neighbors with the sub in the trunk
Feel like music is my crutch, subbing for what sucks
And I try to be good
I'm trying to change
I can't face all these things
That I've brought in my way
I'm going up in my spaceship
Up in my spaceship
I might lose all control, no one to call
I think I'm losing touch with myself
I've tried so much stuff to help, yuh
I've been putting people through hell
While trying to escape the feelings
I've felt, yuh
I spent a whole summer in this fight
Spent the summer sitting inside
Yeah, uh blind eyes
Uh, 'cause it's been almost a week without light
And I try
But I've been in some Deep Ends, I leave friend
Or all the people I depend on've each left
So please, leave me dead, and be blessed
Soul's cut open, sliced, I f*cking bleed red
I ain't notice at all, until it seeped in
My clothes, drown in High Tides, feelings I repress
I don't know why I do it
I don't know why I do it
I f*ckin' know I shouldn't
I f*ckin' know I shouldn't
I don't know why I do it
I don't know why I do it
I f*ckin' know I shouldn't
I f*ckin' know I shouldn't
A month later I'm back to the same things
I can't say I had success in changing
Hating the hole in which I lay in pain
Great pain, yeah I stay waiting
Talking in my sleep and waking up at night, yeah
I gotta know if things are gonna be alright, uh
These damaged souls feels like I've taken a life, yuh
These lowest of lows, they followed by heights
And I try to be good
I'm trying to change
But I cannot face
All of the things in my way
I'm going up in my ship
In my spaceship
And I'm gonna lose all control, got no one to call
So tired
Yuh, yuh, I swear I'm so tired
It's no lie
Yuh, yuh, yuh, I'm so tired
"Just go die"
"Just go die"