Nothing Gold Can Stay - Another Winter Lyrics

I've been looking at my grey hairs in the mirror
Trying to find a safer place to hide
I don't know if I can take another winter
Though I'm sure I'm not equipped to deal with another fight
I've been trying to reconnect
And listen to myself
But my thoughts are being drowned out
By a hurricane of self-regret
Tell me how to fix this mess
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door
You raised the stakes while I begged you not to do that
I needed time to grow and forget all the negativity
I chose to suffer silently in total solitude
A stupid mistake bred by a stupid attitude
I never did this on purpose
Though I'm certainly the one to blame
And I know for sure I f*cked up
But there must be something here to gain
There must be another way
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door
You've been pushing me away
With the kindness of your heart
I tried to make things better for us
Instead I drove us further apart
Now there's harshness in your words
I can't deny that's justified
Consider this a lesson learned
Just don't give up on us tonight
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door
Please tell me
Can I come in again
Please just open the door