Notion Blue - Keeping Apart Lyrics

I don't understand how many sleep so sound
They never question anything, like a puppet on a string
While this doubt remains like a weight around my neck
Here to carry me down to the darkest depths
If I don't keep it in check

These lies I've been keeping apart

I hear so many voices screaming under the water
Which hand do I trust to pull me from the noise
Hope creeps in, but I've seen it all play out
I can't live with this, I can't shake the fear
I'm drowning in my doubt

These lies I've been keeping apart

Give me light and I'll stay in this burning room
Either you failed me or I failed you
Either way, we are both doomed