I have the worst taste in people
They let me down
And give me up
No one's ever made me feel whole
They've made me cry
I've stood alone
Part of me blames the way I was raised
And part of me knows I shouldn't be praised
For the way I am, the way I've been
So careless with the ones I love
Part of me knows God's always there
And part of me really doesn't care
About the ones I've lost
But all of me knows what it costs
I have never felt so distant
I'll throw up
If I think too much
I have everything to repent for
But there's no regret
In my blood
Part of me blames the way I was raised
And part of me knows I shouldn't be praised
For the way I am, the way I've been
So careless with the ones I love
Part of me knows God's always there
And part of me really doesn't care
About the ones I've lost
But all of me knows what it costs
All my life I've been chasing others dreams
Spending time, finding what love truly means
It's so obscene
I'm lost in the dark
With no way out
I'm struggling with lungs filled with doubt
And I don't know how I got here
Can you hear me (Can you hear me)
Scream
Can you hear me
Scream
Ah Ah
Part of me blames the way I was raised
And part of me knows I shouldn't be praised
For the way I am, the way I've been
So careless with the ones I love
Part of me knows God's always there
And part of me really doesn't care
About the ones I've lost
But all of me knows what it costs
Part of me blames the way I was raised
And part of me knows I shouldn't be praised
For the way I am, the way I've been
So careless with the ones I love
Part of me knows God's always there
And part of me really doesn't care
About the ones I've lost
But all of me knows what it costs