the glow Video (MV)

I'm picking a fight that I made in my head
But in 70 years from now I'll be dead and alone
And that's just how it goes, isn't it?
Isn't it?
And they don't ever see it how I do
Thought I knew it all, oh well
I saw the glow and everything changed
No room to grow when everything just stays the same
Don't fight that feeling now, you've come so far
Those little pixels rearranging
But I'm scared to continue
What if this feeling eats me up
If I don't commit to
Becoming who I thought I was
Could I be, a mirror
Or a tv screen reflecting back
An image, a person
A feeling that's always there
But never at the same time
The ebb and flowing hurts my brain
I'm ready to come home
I lock the door, I turn my back
Stop the pretending
Trace your spine, the feeling's there
Cause you know the ending
The ending
I saw the glow and everything changed
No room to grow when everything just stays the same
Don't fight that feeling now, you've come so far
Beautiful lifeform rearranging