novembers over - in time Lyrics

Do you wanna sleep?
We can keep the facetime on
I hate my pictures, that's why
Cover my face just in time
F*ck your perception, it's mine
I don't want to hear that it's fine
Last time you kissed me I cried
Cause of what you did the other night
I'll cut my wrist til' I'm blind
I hate the way I keep trying
All these drugs that I'm buying
Fill a void in my chest
I guess there ain't no denying
How much I've made a mess
I guess that I'm just upset
I can't go yet I'd have regrets
What would my mom say after death
Would she burn everything thats left
Bury me with liquor and a xan