Ntu - Pile Lyrics

If my mind
Is a pile of knives
Self love
Will cut me up

It'll f*ck me up

Like if I
Try to fix myself
Alone
I swear/think I'll
Come undone

I swear I'll come undone

I drag my
Memory in a box
Along my timeline
It wreaks havoc
All the time
Havoc all the time

Lives past
Weigh on me
Like moons drag seas
A black body
Cannot be free
Conceive of peace
Beyond whiteness see

My father's father's father's
Father's father's father's

Farthest from me
Even in my dreams
We don't share the same language
I wanna know his peace

If it sears like light beams
Bridges the days
I'd take death like cream
I'm all of your prayers
If it greets me
Knows me by

Name

Havoc all the
Havoc all the
Havoc all the time
Havoc all the
Havoc all the
Havoc all the time
Havoc all the time
Havoc all the time
Havoc all the
Havoc all the
Ahh