Renewal Video (MV)

I am so broken
My hands are bleeding
I'm filled with regret
Truths are unspoken
I used to be so open
Smiling on cassette tapes
But now, that me is gone
All that is left are the ghosts of my hope
Yeah now, that me is gone
And I'm two steps away from falling off that rope
I broke out from myself
My devil is fed with anger and sadness
I've become so aware
Anxiety kicks in
Smashes me to pieces
The joyful me is gone
All that is left are the ghosts of my hope
Yeah now, that me is gone
And I'm two steps away from falling off that rope
It is time for renewal
Leave my feelings to burn
I rise from the ashes
Let this be my revival
I refuse to let myself sink deeper in this void
Oh
Oh
I wanna fight the devil inside of me
Smash him to million pieces and take the lead
I wanna be the person I've dreamt about being
Walk the path of healing and finally be free
But am I able to do it?
Am I willing to run from these old patterns?
But am I able to do it?
I'll be able to do it
It is time for renewal
Leave my feelings to burn
I rise from the ashes
Let this be my revival
I refuse to let myself sink deeper in this void
Oh
Oh