NukkyBoy - Lowest Lyrics

I say no, I got demons on my mind
I got demons in my mind
I got demons in my mind
I got knife up in my back and tied together with my spine

I'm at my lowest, I got no choice but to get high
But I keep going, even though time running out
I be listening to my demons
I be listening to my demons

Telling me to do wrong
And I be speeding real fast down the road
You catch me drinking and smoking, I hope I die on this road
And I don't want nobody around, say why

Cause I'ma pick my heart off the ground every time
Look around for love, won't believe what I found
And your heartless nigga looking like me came out the ground
Can you tell me where my heart go

I been following my heart on this tightrope
Won't look down, that's a no-no
Ain't turning back, that's a no-no
I know when you do your eye roll

You gon' make a reason for leaving and have my mind gone
I be all alone in the darkness, I keep my shine on
Give you my reason for the way I'm acting, you say I ain't wrong
And I ain't wrong

I'ma get way higher than my mind when I'm gone
I'ma get my back up and spend it when I want
You gon' leave me f*ck with that nigga like I know
I know, I know

Looking through the blind with nobody that's on my side, no
You gon' let me have a good time when I just cry, oh
Pills in my body got me feeling I should overdose
I watch the clock and I just see that my time gone

(I'm beyond my wonder I'm beyond my wonder
I'm beyond my wonder
That shit I know to know
That I won't let it go)