I am not what you want from me
A stripped down version what was meant to be
This is not what I planned at all
I guess pride really comes before the fall
My best intentions fell apart
Before I had a chance to start
So what is still left to do
Except count the ways that I failed you
Hey... no, I'm not okay
That doesn't matter, anyway
No, I'm not okay
I'm just living day to day
I thought I knew what to do
Until I peeled away the lies that were shaped like you
Now I know I didn't know anything
Except for how to keep falling