Null Pattern - The Ashes Reminiscent of the Fire Lyrics

The stories your mother told you, are they true?
The things you did before you could speak the truth of your actions
The words you said after the fact
How when you were 2 years old you waddled over to your crying mother and comforted her
"Mommy, It's okay"
Underlined in your diary, "I almost died today"
How she sang you to sleep until

Did I leave the stove on?
Did I leave at all?
When did we go out to your cousin's house? Was it winter?
Where was it when I burned my hair on firework?
Who are you?
When did I fall in love with you?
When did I fall in love with you?
When did you fall in love with me?
What did I do to deserve you?
When did I first realize I was gonna die?
Did you ever break your bone?
Did you ever feel like you're doing this alone? Us?

Please just keep breathing
Don't think about it

Do you remember our first fight?
Do you remember our first date, concert, wedding, birthday
Christmas, anniversary, flight, funeral, rent bill, furniture shopping
Call to the plumber, power outage, noise complaint, bedbugs
Smoke alarm, earthquake, groceries, bankruptcy, house party
Car accident, babysitting, wine night, movie, ambulance
Our first kiss
The first time we said the L word
The first time we yelled at each other
The first time I met your parents
The first time we fell asleep together

Don't think about it
Don't think about it