NumberThirteen - Pastor Lyrics

I need something in my life that's worth purpose
Lonely all day and all night
Then close my curtains

I been known as crybaby
Maybe even slave
Love is A rhythm I can't get
So I behave

Stuck in my ways
Since a nigga was a jit
I been
Stuck in my ways
And like Peter I got bit

Now it's back to the dog pound
Back where I belong
I been writing these songs since
9th grade
Now ride along

Hmm

Finally got the courage bitch
I finally found my voice
It's a choice
To ignore it or face the noise

Hmm

Spreading all these lies
But can you look me in my eyes
And express what's on ya mind
And on mine

Hmm

But if I didn't let me demonstrate
How to set the record straight
The people who wish to see you in misery
Wit those eliminate

Every single thought you ever had
Clearing out your soul and ya mind
It ain't bad

In fact
It's therapeutic
Matter fact ain't nothing to it

Found my own outlet
To relax
I just do it

Now here I am

Rapping what I preach
But do I follow the instructions
Within
A stable mindset
Or will it lead me to destruction

Of my inner being
Follow what I see
In all reality

There's gotta be a way outta hell
Tell me there has to be