Numeral - Fall Asleep Lyrics

I can't sleep sometimes
Late at night so I
Try to fight my issues
I had wished you
(Wished you)
I'm not who I said I was
And that is because
I chase a buzz
End up in a garden
I'm falling, I'm falling
I wake from my slumber
Missing teeth, frozen eyes
Frozen carcass
I'm exhausted
Then I say "where am I"?
In my bedroom
Myself I entomb
Into another addiction
I'm sickened
I should be happy but something is missing
All of this engages
When I write in my pages
Because I can't sleep without holding
Something close until I take a dose
And don't let go
I stare into the back of my eyelids
As I drift into a paradise I limit
And without hesitation I'm gone
I see the place I've drawn
As I'm drawn into
A beautiful and lush environment that will change very soon
I've gone home into the place I once knew
My painted world I've created
And I'll watch it become devastated

I fall asleep
Dream a place I've never seen
What does it mean?
What I see in my dreams
What do you see?
I see, I see
Let me think, please
I fall asleep
Dream a place I've never seen
What does it mean?
What I see in my dreams
What do you see?
I see, I see

I see a place that was beautiful and lush
Now it's turned to dust
Everything expires
I'm tired, so f*cking tired
But when I fall asleep
All I seem to see
Is a beautiful dream
Turned to a twisted nightmare
I inspire to let go of my past self
But my dreams tell me I still have disorders to fight
Darkness to light
But I have no sight
To tell the difference
In distance
From slipping
Or being stable
I hope to be able
To forgive myself of past mistakes
And don't mistake by raising the stakes
By drinking and smoking like I do when I'm asleep
Because, what do you see?
I see me, falling, dying
Drinking, and weeping
And when I awake I keep those feelings
Every single f*cking feeling
Trapped inside my mind
I'm afraid that it will be there for the end of time
I'm dying inside
(Dying inside)
And I don't know why
(Don't know why)

I fall asleep
Dream a place I've never seen
What does it mean?
What I see in my dreams
What do you see?
I see, I see
Let me think, please
I fall asleep
Dream a place I've never seen
What does it mean?
What I see in my dreams
What do you see?
I see, I see

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