Sure I didn't always listen to your music much
But when I did, there was just so much soul
Ever-so pure, so meaningful
Beautiful and lyrical
When you decided to leave us
I wasn't mad, I felt nothing
Cause I didn't want to have to acknowledge
That you were really gone, it felt wrong!
Sure, I never knew you personally
But music bares the soul coincidentally
The deep pain causes you to soundlessly call
No-one to save you from your own fall
I know what rough times are like
Sometimes it doesn't help to pick up a mic
When it hurts, it hurts, you blame yourself
For being nothing of worth
I just wanted to call you selfish, for taking yourself away
But you were in a lot of pain, and I can't blame you
And it's going to be hard moving on
I just sit here wishing you could have got help
Someone to heal the pain you felt
You were in my first group, I'll never forget
SHINee was my first band, first in the net
No one is perfect, and that's is the problem
In this industry, artists are still people
So much pressure to be clean and do no wrongs
Just for the product of making some songs?
Being in the spotlight that's way too bright
Having to act like you're happy when you're not
The next comeback, the next interview, no time to be human
Thinking you could have braved a 10-year mark
Maybe with help but not coping
You took yourself away from us, left us an apology
We'll never understand but thank you, you tried
I just wanted to call you selfish, for taking yourself away
But you were in a lot of pain and I can't blame you
It's going to be hard moving on
We'll never know
What the world was like in your eyes
It's a lonely day in winter