Nyck - Welcome To Lyrics

I like to over complicate shit
Then overcompensate for my mistakes
I know I don't really have to say this
You were perfect girl
And it's such a shame
Cos I've been watching the sunrise
Tryna find the beauty
The look in your eyes
Is telling me you wish
You never knew me
Not surprised talk to your new guy
You're probably saying, screw me
I f*cked it all up, girl
And I regret it truly

Welcome
To your nightmares
(Nightmares)
Welcome
To the night terrors
(Let me sing you to sleep)
You're so close, but you're
So damn far
I swear I see you right there
(I sleep and I dream)
I don't know how you got so far
Yeah I swear you were just right here

I know inside you hate me a little
You always end up at my house
You wanted me
To meet you in the middle
You went north and I went south
I need to shut up
I probably need to be quiet
I wish I could shut my mouth
I'm too anxious and paranoid
Always end up, saying the same shit
I feel devoid
(Cos)
Cos I had everything
I could've ever asked for
Now I can't even hear your voice
I promise, baby
I will wait on you forever
No, I don't blame you
For your choice
I remember having sex in your backseat
We couldn't make too much noise
Now I'm confident
That if you were to pass me
I'm somebody that you avoid

Welcome
To your nightmares
(Nightmares)
Welcome
To the night terrors
(Let me sing you to sleep)
You're so close,
But you're so damn far
Yeah I swear I see you right there
(I sleep and I dream)
I don't know how you got so far
Yeah I swear you were just right here