NyKenae - Iridescence Lyrics

Eyes laid on you
From across the room am I coming too soon
The way your body grooves
Got me feeling like oo
I gotta back up and let you do your thing
Go ahead and do your thing
The days passed like years
Mind running through fields trying to find you
But now that you're here I see it so clear
I confused that feeling with love again
You were just an illusion in my mind
Just a feeling to find
You cant always get what you want
You only see what you want
Told me I've been acting elusive
But I wouldn't act that way if I was included
Thought you wanted me but it was just a delusion
I've been deluded
Thinking that I know you but who's this in front of me
Talk to me like you're grown
You don't gotta scream I'm not your mom
When you gotta fight it when you know you're wrong
Try to explain but you think you know everything
Now I'm stuck on you like glue
Promised myself I'd be better this time
But I can't resist the mental bliss
Of letting your colors fade to black
And I know I can't go back
You're in me now
I let you in
And closed the door
I wanted you to reach the cord
Why betray the thing you said you loved
Must not be a truth anymore
Its all lies that you spin
What's this web that I'm caught in
Cut myself free now I'm falling
F*ck being all in
I know if I go there
I'll never return and
I'm scared if you ask me to stay
I wont leave and you'll hurt me
Like one before you and
You know that it's true
It's the f*cking disease in my brain that tells me I am free
You cant always get what you want
You only see what you want