o6influence - to the one i love, thanks for sticking around Lyrics

Remember life way back ain't great
Sorry just got a bit of hate
Know I just love to move with haste
But know my heart ain't filled with hate

I told you way back then I changed
Still dont know what it means today
I told you way back then I'm safe
Just thought always I pushed you away

Living too fast gotta catch up
Foot down to the floor, I gotta floor it
Foot down to the floor, I gotta floor it now
City lights ain't changing how I feel
Why the hell did this go and break the seal
Feel like I cannot catch a break
Told you I changed, told you I changed

I cant escape that f*cking night
I cant escape his f*cking gaze
God knows I tried, and god knows I tried
Words all fall short of the breath I take
I tried cutting off all of my ties
I tried out crying every night
But nothings changed, I'm still the same
Seems like my lifes just a stupid game

I cant escape those lonely drives
I cant escape not feeling fine
God knows I tried, and hell knows I tried
Those stupid ways, and awful things
I cant erase or just unsay
All the pain and all guilt
My little life, your sword and hilt
Slice off my head, ill pay you well
The price ive lived with cards I delt
Been on the edge, thats how I felt
Been on the edge, thats how I felt
Told you I changed, thats how I felt
Told you I changed, thats how you felt