I had a lot of fake shit happen to me in my life
A lot of bad shit
You know
This is who I am
This shit come from my heart
If you ain't with me then you against me
Run up on me, you must wanna meet God
Ride wit a 9, I ain't tryna meet no god
I'm still young, but I know life's hard
I'm still young, but my life is hard
So insane, I don't wanna feel this pain
Not much gained
I don't wanna feel this way
Every day my heart feel sprained wanna pop my brain
Every day I'm stacking up cake but I'm losing my brain
I pray to God to strengthen me
I got this demon living in me
I got this clip right next to me
I pray I don't get the best of me
They say that we family
Really these niggas my enemies
You won't understand me
My chopper sing melodies
Ooo I don't wanna truce
Ooo I don't wanna lose
You know I do shit for you
You was my boo
I'd go to war for you
But it felt like I was going to war with you
You can lean on me
Double cup love
Never meant to make you feel like you was never enough
All the shit that I done been through made my heart real rough
Made my heart real tough
I can't show no love
To them niggas, to my family tryna snake me up
I can't even trust
That shit f*cked me up
Yeah, that's why I take these drugs
Chopper on me, Ima have to bust
Run up on me, you must wanna meet God
Ride wit a 9, I ain't tryna meet no god
I'm still young, but I know life's hard
I'm still young, but my life is hard
So insane, I don't wanna feel this pain
Not much gained
I don't wanna feel this way
Every day my heart feel sprained wanna pop my brain
Every day I'm stacking up cake but I'm losing my brain
Run up on me, you must wanna feel pain okay
Keeping it real, I ain't been okay
Been locked up in this f*cking cage
Yeah
Tryna find myself
Yeah
Think I lost myself
I ain't worried about wealth
I'm worried about health
Heart lives in the dark
Always moving real stealth
Can't put no trust in you niggas
I'll put you on a shelf
Tell me what's wrong from right
God I need your help
Run up on me, you must wanna meet God
Ride wit a 9, I ain't tryna meet no god
I'm still young, but I know life's hard
I'm still young, but my life is hard
So insane, I don't wanna feel this pain
Not much gained
I don't wanna feel this way
Every day my heart feel sprained wanna pop my brain
Every day I'm stacking up cake but I'm losing my brain