There's too much to say but the words won't leave my head
Instead I'll write on my walls in letters that won't ever be read
Can I have more of the medicine that will make me happy that I stayed
I felt like a tourist in my own bed
My mind replays the words you never said
There's so much to fear when the lights go dim
You can drown your demons until they learn how to swim
Just because I wasn't your hero doesn't mean that I wasn't brave
The TV twitches in a chorus of static from where it played into the night
To a cold and colorless room where my only friends are all dressed in white
But there's so many here that have it way worse than me
I felt like a tourist in my own bed
My mind replays the words you never said
There's so much to fear when the lights go dim
You can drown your demons until they learn how to swim
Just because I wasn't your hero doesn't mean that I wasn't brave
If you can't get it out
Draw pictures of what you think about
There's hope in every line and every shade
To reflect on the mess you made
I'm feeling better now
I can see the distance between the trees
Clearer than anyone sees
I'm ready to go back home
I felt like a tourist in my own bed
My mind replays the words you never said
There's so much to fear when the lights go dim
You can drown your demons until they learn how to swim
Just because I wasn't your hero doesn't mean that I wasn't brave