8 Years Alone Video (MV)

War-torn shoes I've walked sleepless nights outside in
Lonely beds I've slept on where the demons play inside my head
Open roads I've driven on for years counting all my sins
Pages I've filled with letters, songs and poems for my Post Traumatic Dead
From California to Vermont
From Missoula to Brattleboro
Everywhere, nowhere
What I'd give to f*cking belong somewhere

8 years alone
So far away from home
An empty existence on my own
Dead memories left a hole in my soul
I wish you were here with me tonight
Maybe I wouldn't feel like suicide
Walking outside past midnight
Craving serenity from the morning light
8 years alone on the road
8 years alone on the road

Wallflower eyes I've seen everything with
All the bondage, f*cking and lips I've kissed
Bottles of beer I've drank trying to forget
Too many sleepless nights trying to forgive
From London to Berlin
From Paris to Russia with love
Anywhere, somewhere
What I'd give to f*cking leave this nightmare

8 years alone
So far away from home
An empty existence on my own
Dead memories left a hole in my soul
I wish you were here with me tonight
Maybe I wouldn't feel like suicide
Walking outside past midnight
Craving serenity from the morning light
8 years alone on the road
8 years alone on the road

One rainy night in Olympia I was running away
I ran until I reached the edge, ready to throw it all away
Then I saw you in an epiphany and fell to the ground on my knees
I cried a sigh of relief as the rain was falling

8 years alone
So far away from home
An empty existence on my own
Dead memories left a hole in my soul
I wish you were here with me tonight
Maybe I wouldn't feel like suicide
Walking outside past midnight
Craving serenity from the morning light
8 years alone on the road
8 years alone on the road

8 years on the road
Everywhere I've been, another temporary home
And I overcame it all on my own
Dead memories no longer control my soul
I'm going to find a way to be alright
I faced the darkness and pain inside
Looking up to the stars under the Texas night sky
I finally made it out alive
8 years alone on the road
8 years alone and I'm coming home...