October Evans - Until Now Lyrics

Until now...
I've been lost on the road searching for answers
Sleepless with eyes wide open
I never knew peace until I found myself here again...

I've been drifting away
Gone everywhere but never found hope
And all I've done, my sins I tried not to remember
Mistakes on the road I made as I kept falling apart
Until now...

There's a light blinding me in my sleep
Restless nights in a hotel room
Reminded of my Dead memories
Leaving another small town on a train going to Brattleboro
I never knew the meaning of home
Until now...

I thought I was too far gone
Lost myself in bottles of beer and pills
All the winters alone, too many years on the road
Never knew quiet from my Post Traumatic Devils
Until now...

And it's been a while since I smiled feeling alive
Until now
Until now
Until now
Until now
Until now
Until now...