October Tuesday - Peanut Gallery Lyrics

I'm at a stop at the end of life
Lying down, holding hands with my wife
I'm looking out from the peanut gallery
I still don't know what you saw inside of me
And I laugh cause I know it's not right
I never made what I want of my life
I'll be the first to admit I'm struggling
And having dreams is a form of misery
Maybe it was a waste of my time
I could quit and the world won't think twice
At least we still have the hopeful color green
And without I don't know who I would be
Of all the things that are weight on my mind
I can't describe the peace in your eyes
Whether we change, or we don't, you're here with me
And all I know is
If this is the end I know I tried, I tried
If this is the end I know I tried, I tried
If this is the end I know I tried, I tried
If this is the end I know I tried, I tried