I wouldn't be mad, how, how the f*ck am I mad I don't know, I tried to put this shit in the past
Lied to your honor, raised a right hand to God and I know that you wrong, know that you wrong
Shit, yeah, I would take the blame for it all
Cause you raised me, kicked me right out of the house, I'm only 18
Why the f*ck you mad, I've been only tryna chase dreams
Kept it all real, stayed down with the same team I won
I don't wanna cry about the shit that I can't control, I can't control
How you extendin' this shit, it's 2028, I don't even wanna go home
It got me feelin' like I'm all up in my own f*ckin' boat and I ain't drivin
Yeah, I need some paddles to float the water pile in and sink it
Tell me why I'm fallin' in the deep end, drownin
I just stayed loyal, that's astounding, wildin
Why the f*ck you always f*ckin' wildin
Childish, yeah, I got the speakers poundin, poundin
Everyday I don't understand, I'm lousy, lousy
I just hope you don't even see me when I'm dyin, dyin
On the floor, I'm cryin
Boutta fall, right off of the mountain like it was Zion
Lyin, lyin, why the f*ck you lyin
Said I only want fame, I don't care about clout
Said I only want game, I don't care about knowledge
Only wanna live but I'm feeling so violent
Can't feel my soul, like it's losin' me
I'ma wake up tomorrow and just need two weeks
Need a heart I can borrow, I can't even f*ckin' sleep
Had to stop all the Xans swear that shit was killin' me
God, I hope it's your plan, cause I've been losin' everything
How the f*ck can I stand if I don't even got no feet
Here we goin' again, I hear the patterns of the beat
I said, f*ck the government shit, f*ck all the elite
But I feel like Jimbo World and this shit ain't St Pete
You can see it on my bro, man, this shit is 813
And it's comin' out my dome
You can call me on my phone, DND, bitch
I know that you f*ckin' dead wrong
And I know that I'm right, even if my momma gone
No, I can't tell a lie, can't say it on my soul
But I put it on everything, you keep on exaggerating
I don't wanna argue no more, there's no debatin
Yeah, I got a new f*ckin' mama, you ain't my favorite
Say that I ain't give you shit, but everything you takin
Yeah, this might be a lot for you to take in
Everybody askin, Oddie he a made man
Anybody askin, Jesse already been dead
I can't even walk no more, I need a peg leg
This ain't even music no more, like what I'm makin
How the f*ck you sayin' you real? If you be fakin
Please don't even say my last name, I ain't bakin
Lemme say sorry to the bros for just hatin
Cause you raised me, kicked me right out of the house, I'm only 18
Why the f*ck you mad, I've been only tryna chase dreams
Kept it all real, stayed down with the same team I won
I don't wanna cry about the shit that I can't control, I can't control
How you extendin' this shit, it's 2028, I don't even wanna go home
It got me feelin' like I'm all up in my own f*ckin' boat and I ain't drivin
Yeah, I need some paddles to float the water pile in and sink it
Tell me why I'm fallin' in the deep end, drownin
I just stayed loyal, that's astounding, wildin
Why the f*ck you always f*ckin' wildin
Childish, yeah, I got the speakers poundin, poundin
Everyday I don't understand, I'm lousy, lousy
I just hope you don't even see me when I'm dyin, dyin
On the floor, I'm cryin
Boutta fall, right off of the mountain like it was Zion
Lyin, lyin, why the f*ck you lyin
Said I only want fame, I don't care about clout
Said I only want game, I don't care about knowledge
Only wanna live but I'm feeling so violent
Can't feel my soul, like it's losin' me
I'ma wake up tomorrow and just need two weeks