Praying Abovee Video (MV)

Smoking cowboy killers daily
Just to feel something that's not drugs
And I miss you so much baby
I keep praying up above
Used to take drugs on the daily
Looking back I was a sick f*ck
But my darkest days behind me
Guess she had me wanting to give up
Can't believe that, I still love you
Even with, all of our problems and issues
I don't even want to speak on it now
It's in the past like some shitty back shots
I just wanna ride with my guys out to Vegas
Win some 'schmoney even though it won't save us
I know that I can't walk away from it all
I know that I will wait for you on my own
Can not believe this it's so deceiving
You've been deceived all alone
Can't believe that I still love you
Even with all of our problems and issues
Smoking cowboy killers daily
Just to feel something that's not drugs
And I miss you so much baby
I keep praying up above
Used to take drugs on the daily
Looking back I was a sick f*ck
But my darkest days behind me
Guess she had me wanting to give up
123 to my dome, again I'm back out of oblivion
Sometimes oblivion feels better the world is reptilian
Or maybe it's robotic, escaping the matrix like neo did
Life without emotion isn't living it's weakness
I know that I can't walk away from it all
I know that I will wait for you on my own
Can not believe this it's so deceiving
You've been deceived all alone
Can't believe that, I still love you
Even with, all of our problems and issues
Smoking cowboy killers daily
Just to feel something that's not drugs
And I miss you so much baby
I keep praying up above
Used to take drugs on the daily
Looking back I was a sick f*ck
But my darkest days behind me
Guess she had me wanting to give up