Smoking in my momma's van
Steering with a steady hand
Never met Jack, but I met the bottle
Don't deserve a world of light
I am a soul trapped in the night
I'm not insane, that's not the deal
I'm just the only thing
That is real
I chchchase life away
Scared of feeling anything
Friendly to my dying day
Cause I'll be lying on a flower bed
Smoking all my cigarettes
Laughing in the face of death
Smoking in my momma's van
Steering with a steady hand
Never met Jack, but I met the bottle
Chchchchchchasing life away
Smile at my killer's face
I am choking on a notion of repression of emotion
I am sinking in an ocean of regret
I can't get over, big deal
I chchchase life away
Scared of feeling anything
Friendly to my dying day
Cause I'll be lying on a flower bed
Smoking all my cigarettes
Laughing in the face of death