Official boojay - Grieving Lyrics

Yes, I've been grieving, yes, I've been grieving, yes, I've been grieving
Yes, I've been grieving, yes, I've been grieving
Yes, I've been grieving
Nobody helped me out, nobody helped me out

Nobody helped me out
I love you, Equinox
A lot of shit been in my head, that I can't talk about
I used to live inside a shelter, no one helped me out

My mother couldn't pay the rent, nobody handed out
And I was down right on my dick with my, we made it out
And I got moments with my brother, I wish that I had back
But he been f*cking with them boys, he really lose his life for that

And I done lost a lot of people, that I wish that I could bring back
I swear, I'm told him on his pistol, no sign I came back
Like the ones you call your brother, be the ones to get you
And I can't go out like no other, gotta stand on my pillow

Cause I got people I got feeding, they can't lose me neither
My lil brother lost his forever, since I've been grieving
Yeah I know you trust me, and yeah I know you love me
But it's a lot going on, and I can't have you in it

Cause if a nigga touch you, I'm down to turn to a devil
And I can't have that head, when I'm ahead, I'm always distressed
I threw the weed in my sister's nut, she helped me with the halo
And I'm just stuck in the dark, I'm trying to fight to the light

Cleo been told me to stop f*cking with my brother
And I ain't listen to her, he was the only nigga I trusted
But look how that turned out, we fell out
He want me dead, and I want him dead too

And now I'm on a lonely road, trying to get away
And once I run, I'm brother's money makes your family straight
I always talk to my cousin, when I feel something ain't right
My mother want me to go to therapy, and fight through the life

But I don't like to talk to people, unless it's pops or cuz
Cause they the ones who showed me the shit I knew in life
And I've been grieving, I've been grieving, I've been grieving, yes I've been grieving
A lot of shit been in my head, feel like I can't talk about

I used to live inside a shelter, no one helped me out
My mother couldn't pay the rent, nobody handed out
And I was down right on my dick, when my we made it out
And I got moments with my brother, I wish that I had back

But he been f*cking with them boys, if he lose his life for that
And I done lost a lot of people, that I wish that I could bring back
Swear I'm tooting on his pistol, no sir, I can't let him
Cause the ones you call your brother, be the ones to get you

And I can't go out like no other, gotta stand on my pillar
Cause I got people I got feeding, they can't lose me neither
My lil brother lost his forever, since I've been grieving