Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Waking every night, with knives in my mind that's the way it felt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary
Tears falling down my eyes, they making me blind, watching my heart melt
Melt into pieces melt into liquid
Memories hurt, yeah memories vivid
Memories haunt and memories sickening
Memories stuck in my brain reminiscing
Memories dumb and memories stupid
Memories crushed by love f*ck cupid
Memories corrupt giving up I'm losing
Memories my trust I have lost I'm a nuisance
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Waking every night, with knives in my mind is the way it felt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Tears falling down my eyes, they making me blind, watching my heart melt
Yeah my heart watch it bleed, not a baller
Balling out tears, missed the shot, three pointer
Can't reach the goal, dunk in in, disappoint ya
F*ck with me you off the team out the door yea-yea
Can't believe used to adore ya
Can't believe all of the gifts that I bought ya
Can't believe all of the shit that I taught ya
Bought loads of shit I couldn't afford yea-yea
I am the problem just kill me
Say ima change but yet I am still me
Being a dick I guess that's the real me
Tryna reflect yeah I'm trying to build me
Trying to change I'm trying to make it
Trying to do it but process is basic
Say that she love me clearly a fake bitch
All the cash in my wallet she take it
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Waking every night, with knives in my mind is the way it felt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary
Tears falling down my eyes, they making me blind, watching my heart melt
Melt melt melt melt watch it
Melt melt melt melt watch it
Lately I've been broken
I've been hopin
For some strange typa miracle
Crazy trying to cope and
I keep going
For some wisdom this shit critical
Picturing times where everythings vibrant
Questioning why is my life never like this
Lie to myself say it'll all be alright and
Screaming for help in the shit I be writing
Remember that one I made called it guidance
All of the hatred I face is self violence
All I want do is spread love spread some kindness
Can't do it hating yourself isn't right and
Fighting
Fighting myself isn't right and
Life at the moment not bright cause
Taped mouth throat closed just silence
Life is not a fairytale no more bitch can you
Can you really really afford this
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Waking every night, with knives in my mind is the way it felt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary
Tears falling down my eyes, they making me blind, watching my heart melt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary tale
Waking every night, with knives in my mind is the way it felt
Life is not a fairy tale
Life is quite a scary
Tears falling down my eyes, they making me blind, watching my heart melt
Melt melt melt melt watch it
Melt melt melt melt watch it