Ohio Motel - Black Eyed Susan Lyrics

Coming fast around again
I hate this time of year
Memories fade
But this one('s staying) doesn't
Your last breath to my ear
And how cold you feel
Cold you feel
Cold you feel
All my life slowly losing you

Second grade
When you first got it
You hid it from us well
But then you knew
You would never see me wed
I'm trying to forget

I never wanted war
Was there more I should've done
And was I a good son (for once)
Or was I just your resident
They don't understand
What cancer is like going through
You raise us the best you can
Watching it eat away at you

Behold the holy black eyed Susan
Behold the holy black eyed Susan
Behold the holy black eyed Susan
Behold the holy black eyed Susan
Behold the holy black eyed Susan
(Mom)

I never wanted war
Was there more I should've done
And I'm sorry you're gone
Cuz losing you was permanent
They don't understand
They ask why can't we just talk to you
Well I guess you missed your chance
Yeah, you should've been in the hospital room

(Losing you was permanent
They don't understand)