Ohio Motel - Control (Divorce) Lyrics

And I'm too down
You say smile
I'm not sane
I'm not sound
It's something you like
And some say save
I'm whatever you want
Guess I'm safe
But in the end I want to be something else
Because I haven't felt this way since the summer months
Not since I'm 18
And you tell me how its going to be
And you say you love me
Like its so easy
But I'm too weak
It's the things you do
And you wasted your chance to tell the truth
It's not that I want it to be different
But I feel used
You don't have to be high
To be honest
I feel used
I just want to be happy again
Happy again
I just want to be happy again
Happy again
It's not that I want it to end
But now I'm wrapped up in my head
The feelings that I've invested in
I fear that they'll fade
And I can't pretend that you're all that I wanted
I can't pretend that you're all that I need
I like this feeling as long as it lasts
But I hate how little control I have over it
When I'm asleep
I run without getting winded
When I'm asleep
I run without getting winded