Oil - doki doki, or whatever Lyrics

I have a question to pose
Is it because I'm here that you're like this
Are you afraid of me
I put my arm around you and froze
Is it me or did you deflate
Am I someone you should fear or hate
Could it be that it's too late to go back
Maybe I should say much less
I feel the sinking inside my chest and still
The pang rings in my heart
I wonder if it's just me
Or could it be
That you reflect the things that I feel
Or maybe I'm taking this too far
And maybe I shouldn't be so close
But you lean into me
And I freeze up
Woah, what the f*ck does it mean