Oil - The Precipice Lyrics

I took another pill
I was doing so well
The man with the paper gave it to me
I'm not running away
At least not more than before
Let myself know how the vertigo feels
Today was only good through a mirror
A clown in my clothing bent the shape
Jingling hapless on the floor
I say that I am okay
Today was only good when I said it was
So why make it when I wasn't there
Maybe it's okay to wax apart
The heat is more than I can bear
It's so pretty on the way down
I've got such a long way to fall
Last rush of blood to the head now
I'll close the curtains and that is all
Pretend that it's okay and then collapse into the dark
I'll jack my dick to soothe the pain until it fuses to my palm
The panic floods my chest like vomit
I feel like I'm gonna be ill
So I say that if I'll die then I'll just take another pill
I'LL EAT YOUR FUCKING SOUL
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