I'm the thief of my own joy
I'm the hush to my own voice
Compare myself on the internet
They living carefree watching sunsets
I wanna throw my phone in the ocean
I toss a few rocks for the motion
So I can get a taste of the freedom
F*ck a text back who needs them
And I am so obsessed with getting it together I forget the rest
And there's so much more than success
Cause if there was no you there'd be no dream
Be no point in anything
I'd never stand a chance
See I'd never stand a chance
It all would go up in flames
With no you there keeping me sane
I'd never stand a chance
See I'd never stand a chance
With no you
If there was no you
Back and forth with anxiety
If I give up will that set me free
Grinding my teeth every time I sleep
Winning and rest don't come easy
I'm screaming into the void
But not making any noise
Is it cause I'm really that bad
Or is it cause this is all I've ever had
And I am so obsessed with getting it together I forget the rest
And there's so much more than success
Cause if there was no you there'd be no dream
Be no point in anything
I'd never stand a chance
See I'd never stand a chance
It all would go up in flames
With no you there keeping me sane
I'd never stand a chance
I'd never stand a chance
With no you
If there was no you
I'd never stand a chance
I couldn't take it I couldn't make it
I'd never stand a chance
I couldn't do it I couldn't go through it no
I'd never stand a chance
I couldn't take it I couldn't make it