Do you remember sitting outside for so long
All the warmth was so out of reach?
I'm feeling trapped in my own bitterness
How dramatic, this stupid life that I lead
Do you remember the way you held my hand?
I still couldn't believe you really wanted me
I'm feeling strapped of any true desire and
I can hardly wait to fall asleep
God, I f*cking hate the cold
Lasts forever, keeps me old
And I feel as dumb as I did last winter
God, I f*cking hate this place
I can't remember when I last ate
We're stuck in time, it's never gonna change