Old Knives - Viewers Like You Lyrics

What the hell was I thinking when I wrote all these notes
You've really gotta give your all, they really wanna see you fall
I can't stop pushing air out of my throat to stay afloat
I know you're feeling pretty small, I know you probably hit that wall
I'm searching for the perfect antidote to denote
I hope you really hear the call, if you can't walk, you better crawl

I just want some peace of mind

I've been trippin all my life
Too many voices in my head
And they keep saying
Everyone is watching me
I want a different mind
The one I have must want me dead
Viewers like you
Will never ever really see

Poor me

I get so sick from spilling all my guts, and for what?
You know nobody wants to hear, you know nobody wants you here
I wish that I could get my mouth sewn shut, and call cut
I know you live in constant fear, I know it's always so unclear

I've been trippin all my life
Too many voices in my head
And they keep saying
Everyone is watching me
I want a different mind
The one I have must want me dead
Viewers like you
Will never ever really see

How do I always find a way to say I'm okay
You'll never know just what to do, and I think you know it's true
When I'm in a constant state of dismay every day
Run away don't see it through, if you know what's good for you

I've been trippin all my life
Too many voices in my head
And they keep saying
Everyone is watching me
I want a different mind
The one I have must want me dead
Viewers like you
Will never ever really see