Oliver Fenelon Chee - Horror of You (Being Gone) Lyrics

You took me out of a place
Where I wondered where I was
You took me to heaven
When I was by you I felt safe
I felt happy in your arms
Now I'm in dressed in depression
(Now I'm)
Running in an abandoned hotel
With darkness and fluorescent lighting
Trying to find some water cause I'm drowning dry
I'm slamming feet on broken eggshells
No windows to see strikes of lightning
All the doors are closed and locked
With diamond spikes
Cause
Every time you cross my mind
I'm tortured by the horror of you being gone

I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you

Excruciating operation of our deviating lives
The disease of venereal
Layer after layer of our tissue and our organs broken down
Chunks of human and heartbroken raw material
Here's the funny thing bout' murder
Some say pain will keep you under
Plunged these knives into my chest
So I'll live forever
Omnipresent memories
Are ubiquitous violent seas
Now every drop of lifeless love is drowning me (These)
Breaths are making salty lungs
I'm tortured by the horror of you being gone

Gone
Gone (Yeah-eh)
Gone
Gone
I'm tortured by the horror of your being gone

Boo
Emotional-triggering cigarette smoke
Embitter my bleeding from my heart
Made your mistake
We gave up on myself just like
I dug this early grave
Buried my self alive
Day of our kissing is stuck on my listing
As my go-to thinking
To stop me from laughing
A blessin'
A cursin'
The thought of it makes me go
Oh no
Guess you were to perfect to be true
Saboteur's millionaire revenue
They got the checks
Shivering blackness at midnight while
Blistering feet say that running miles isn't a bet
Gasping for breath cause I made you my leader for death
Now I'll take back my heart cause with me as the leader
We both know the future
I'll make sure this diamond will never feel like it died
Never feel like it was lesser
A loser
I'll make sure the eyes that I supervise will never cry
Every time you cross my mind
Every memory at night
Every try just makes me cry
I'm tortured by the horror of you being

I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you being
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the
I'm tortured by the horror of you being gone