Olivia Cook - Now I Understand Lyrics

She hit me up
On Instagram
She said we had to talk
About my man
And I was scared
I was frustrated
That you felt the meaning of trust
Could be negotiated

She said you weren't loyal
That you wanted something more physical
I was stunned, I misplaced my trust
When you asked her instead

How could I think that you'd really love me?
How could I think that you'd really care?
Now I see you didn't care where your heart was
Just worried about where you could put your hands
Now I understand, now I see your plans
Now I understand

You were busy
Unable to talk
And I waited with my heart pounding
For you to pick your phone up
You cried it was a mistake
Poor judgement
Your humanity had a moment of failure, and
You sobbed as I said

She said you weren't worth it
You definitely don't deserve it
And I really want to listen
But my shattered heart is with you

How could I think that you'd really love me?
How could I think that you'd really care?
Now I see you didn't care where your heart was
Just worried about where you could put your hands
Now I understand, and now I see your plans
Now I understand

I wish I could move on
And say you mean nothing
But something in me
Bought your apology
Maybe I'm crazy
A fool, or just dumb
But something in me
Says that this isn't done

Why do I think that you really love me?
Somehow I think that you really care
I'm confused as to where you say your heart is
But my flaw is giving another chance
Will I understand? Oh
Will this go as planned?
We'll see how this ends