I
Got lost in time
Spiraling
Out of my mind
No
Where to call home
Secrets suffocating
Every place I know
Stares
Fake smiles that everybody wears
Haunting whispers
Piercing the air
Stains
On pillows from nights I cried in pain
Mimicking the ones
Running through my veins
Their words like daggers in my back
This is it I've finally cracked
Bloodshot eyes from sleepless nights
I can't help thinking that they're right
My head is spinning, I feel sick
Screaming like a lunatic
I'm losing hope with every breath
Because this life has side effects
Breathe
Falling on my knees
Shaking from last night
When I cried myself to sleep
Trapped
In my room, panic attack
Scared every single day
That it'll be my last
Their words like daggers in my back
This is it I've finally cracked
Bloodshot eyes from sleepless nights
I can't help thinking that they're right
My head is spinning, I feel sick
Screaming like a lunatic
I'm losing hope with every breath
Because this life has side effects
Pulling hair out from my head
Watching my mind turn to shreds
This twister's here to wreck my life
I'm trying so hard to survive
Every day it just gets worse
Living under this dang curse
The weight's dragging me further down
I'n lost, oh when will I be found?
Every moment's torture now
I need to breathe but don't know how
Terrified of my own self
My mind is my own living hell
Sanity slips from my hands
I swear I'm doing all I can
But fate doesn't like to make deals
With those to be broken to be healed
Oh
Their words like daggers in my back
This is it I've finally cracked, oh
Life's a game that's hard to win
When you feel wrong in your own skin
I'm on the line of life and death
'Cause living has its side effects