Losing It Video (MV)

I just wanted to feel something for once
Like I haven't done in months
Cuz my bones are growing cold
With the lack of motivation I used to hold
The best of me turned down the light
Illuminate what's hard to hide
Tied between what feels right and what gives you all peace of mind

Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
While the sirens start to sing
And the deeper I go
You get
Get so far away from me
And I never really wanted
For you to follow me to sea
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
For who I'm meant to be

I'm trembling on the edge of my seat
That you'll unzip me in fleeting time
See me rot right down to the heart
With everyone I idolized
I begin to wonder
Could I jump this ship discreetly?
And start making you my day to day
But what I need most is making me fade

Making me fade m m making me fade

Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
While the sirens start to sing
And the deeper I go
You get
Get so far away from me
And I never really wanted
For you to follow me to sea
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
For who I'm meant to be

Cuz we're one wave short of a ship wreck
While the sirens start to sing
And the deeper I go
You get
Get so far away from me
And I never really wanted
For you to follow me to sea
Cuz I still hide the better side of me
For who I'm meant to be