Ollie Bomaye - WONT SEE HEAVEN Lyrics

I'm the example of a black boy raised in love
Told my granny stop smoking, now I can't shake the drugs
Does that mean I won't see heaven? Afraid it does
I'm afraid to die premature and see what's to come
What the f*ck you really supposed to do when you the feeling pressure?
Rent high ignoring all them calls from bill collectors calls
Good lord they love me for allure
The feeling has been restored
The lights and accolades just extra
So we box like the Chevy
The bars getting heavy
I used to want love now its f*ck who don't accept me
They dying in my city y'all trippin over Giuseppe's
Niggas riding round dirty, the violence the sweetest medley
Dark skin nigga, they gone be me after me especially
Dark inside my cup and a bad bitch is the setting
Every single obstacle I turned into a blessing
If God bless the dead, what happens to the accomplice
What he pass through them my soul will be in alignment
My missing pieces are replaced by psilocybin
Me and Moni' tipping strippers I'm feeling philharmonic
Thank God for everything we've accomplished
Thank God my younger me would be astonished
Thank God none of my flaws have been adopted
And I can cheers to the day I can turn this pain to profit