Its, been bad year, you can blow the feelings u blow em off
Like a dandelion when you make a wish
I can shoot a shot or i can throw a fist I can f*ck now
Finally,
To the bad guy back inside of me
With Trust issues Bad history,
Good luck, but im f*cking blind
My dumb decisions happen every time
Good things come and i dodge the signs
Its been this way my entire life
And Its haunting me
Thinking about
The blessings came the blessings went
I know those people wont come again
A piece of time i went and spent
The things i loved but ruined it
A lesson learned, Id like to say
A lesson lost for another day
Im by the bridge when it burns away
Through my life my souls decays
I Build my time on a throne of spines to coincide my grave of lies
For every single hope I had
For every single hoe I had
I always tried to care, whether you were there
If its all the same shit, I wish i didnt feel what I missed those fragments burn through the senses, those pictures Hurt when Theyre mentioned, I dont know why no one gets it, Its not a fetish im tortured by all the feelings I went through,
All the scenes in my visions burned in my memory mentions that shits indented with greed overcoming everything I loved
And Everything I knew
I ripped apart my heart to show you what i been through
And I knew
That You weren't
And I knew that you can't
Because of, who I am
Its a slap, in the face
When my time, is rewinded by
All these mistakes that took place when i wasn't okay
Okay.