OminousyL - I Might Not See You Again This Time Lyrics

My last breath
I can't tell you im sorry
I can't tell you im mourning
The rain still feels like its pouring

I hate how all of it
Washed you away

You say that its for the best but I know that that pain your chest and The visions you get in your head just wont letchu forget

I wake up in this hell feeling depressed
I wake up feeling the stress
I wake up hoping this shits all a test and that I getchu back in the end

My heads a mess

I feel it all fall apart
Try to move on and theres still someone left my heart
Its so delusional all of the pain it would take to restart
Its always been hard
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Whatever I had In mind
Im trying
Would you stay the night ?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If Im meant to die

Whatever im meant to find, im trying
Would you stay the night?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If im meant to die

For my last breath I can say to you
I can promise I see you

Its so toxic between you
Wish me back on a comet
You keep on saying its nonsense
Butchu keep riding my conscience
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All of the the hits that I took just to look back atchu when you set up the worst of goodbyes
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You always lie when you're high

I feel like dying the more that I try

I feel like everytime you text me outve the bloom you've been stuck in your room and you're thinking of me

Bittersweet memories haunting the people i meet

I know you saw all the things there could be

I know you saw all the things I could see

I know you know what I mean

Whatever I had In mind
Im trying
Would you stay the night ?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If Im meant to die

Whatever im meant to find, im trying
Would you stay the night?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If im meant to die

I can't find you now
Someone ruined you
Im always numb to this
Life has been a bitch

All of the times that I tried I was dead inside
Vanity, Pride and the things that I try hide
Dead to me, Lie to me its mental suicide
I know why everytime you always cry at night damn

I can't succumb to the torture for long
I can't stay stuck in the mud
If no one else Does
Then I'd give a f*ck
Cry me a river and drowned me in drugs

You always fake like you don't want me there
Why do you lie when you miss me the most?
Block me for weeks and then text on my phone
Tell me you hate me then stay in my home

Whatever I had In mind
Im trying
Would you stay the night ?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If Im meant to die

Whatever im meant to find, im trying
Would you stay the night?
Til we get up to say goodbye?
I might not see you again this time
If im meant to die young