Im in a bad place
Always have been
I ask myself all the time
Why shit keeps happening
Another placeholder
How long til practice ends?
I ruined shit between us
I hate how demons beat us
I started seeing someone else
Cause it felt like hell
But i missed some parts of you so that shit didnt help
I remind myself of the
Wishy washy shit the bitchy bossy shit
The mood would never switch i hated it
Rain rain go away
I dont f*ck witchu today
You just took my life and turned it upside down another way
Rain rain fade away
All these damn mistakes bro
I cant even count em now
All these f*cking fakes on me
You can stay inside the ground
Take this dick and sound it out
Like watchu worth? I rounded down
And doubled up then clocked you out
Rain rain whats today?
Heard the bullets had some names
Let it spray and rip apart that grin you had up on your face
All that shits been dead to me
I keep seeing recipes
I keep seeing patterns in the demons that bit into me
Every single person
Every single version
All y'all bitches hurtin
Got too many burdens
Whats the f*cking purpose huh
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I feel like its all bad
I feel like its past that
I feel like what goes around comes back
I'm the damned
Call me on my cell phone
Tell me how you hate me more
Call me when you're stuck alone
Tell me how I broke the home
Call me on my last day
Tell me thatchu think of me
Tell me thatchu wanted me to stay but you just hated me
Rain rain go away
I don't f*ck witchu today
I been breaking hearts ever since someone f*cked my mental state
Rain rain fade away
Where will I end up today
I dont think they know that I been dying I aint meant to stay
Rain rain watchu say?
F*ck this bitch Ive been betrayed
Find the dude and kill him too families friends can get the knoose
Rain rain whats today?
Another person went to waste
I wonder whatchu could've been but now you're stuck inside grave
All this shit has haunted me
Hate this f*cking poverty
Broken hearts and robberies
Just f*ck me up entirely
Wonder who you couldve been if you were showed some quality
Instead you're dead and no one knows
That you're under some property
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I feel like its all bad
I feel like its past that
I feel like what goes around comes back
Im the damned
Call me on my cellphone
Tell me how you hate me more
Call me when youre stuck alone
Tell me that I broke the home
Call me on my last day
Tell me thatchu think of me
Tell me thatchu wanted me to stay butchu just hated me
Rain rain go away
I dont f*ck witchu today
I don't have a reason why I'm always chasin after you
Rain rain fade away
Dont show me where ive been replaced
I just need a f*cking break
Rain rain watchu say?
I dont think they love you
They just wanna f*ck you
Everytime they see you they just pull up and they drug you
Rain rain whats today?
Shrooms cocaine and mda
After all the pain is there still someone left in me save?
I just want euphoria
I don't have much time left
Dead in my life story yeah
You can keep my pay check
I had some shit follow me
That shits still inside my head
I just want euphoria
Happy in my story yeah