this new life Video (MV)

(Still don't know)
(Still f*cking close)
The light
This could be over by tonight

(This new life)
It could be over if you ever say so
Blacked out early woke up in the same clothes

(Its you alone)
You ask me why I do, I don't know
I'll be leaving early just to see you get home

Always trying but I've never been close
I felt my heart dropping you weren't meant to see those

I know it killed you it went fine for me though
Number (n)ine size two I barely fit in these clothes

I barely fit in these clothes
On the red line BOOMING all the things I see go

Neglecting what I need most
And been known

It just went right through me in the black I see ghosts
Covered up in DRKSHDWs on my back like a cloak

And it fell right to me, all the things I need most
Tryna find a way out that I've already been shown

Tryna find a way out that I've already been shown
(Already been shown)

Neglecting what I need most
And been known

Covered up in DRKSHDWs on my back like a cloak
Blacked out early woke up in the same clothes

Had to hide away the damage couldn't let it be known
Background murders, I'm the last to see home

Always trying but I've never been close
I felt my heart dropping you weren't meant to see those

I know it killed you it went fine for me though
Number (n)ine size two I barely fit in these clothes

I barely fit in these clothes
On the red line BOOMING all the things I see go

Neglecting what I need most
And been known