So here I am I'm lost again
Push away all of my friends
My flowing rivers are upside down
I guess I'll just wait it out
I sabotage what's left of me
In this manic depressive state
Vicious cycles eat away
Just let me be
Just eat away at me
I am numb to what you bring
Just eat away at me
You'll move on to the next thing
Just eat away at me
I am numb to what you bring
Just eat away at me
You'll move on to the next thing
You'll move on to the next thing
Submission doesn't seem to work
It just kicks me when I'm down
Trying to fight it makes things worse
I guess I'll just wait it out
Jealous words they are not mine
But they come spilling out of my mouth
Is this me or something else?
I need to know
I need to know
If anybody has the answers
I will sit and listen hard
Because my questions seem so complex
But I don't think you'll understand
What is going on in my head
I'm trying to verbalise it now
But I'm only scratching the surface
I'm only scratching the surface
I'm only scratching the surface
The surface
The surface
So here I am I'm lost again
Push away all of my friends
My flowing rivers are upside down
I guess I'll just wait it out