Ongoing Issue - Face for Radio Lyrics

I thought it was cool if people liked it
Til I realized that is subjective
Guess I wasted most a decade tryina write some brilliant shit but
Now I recognize that I will just become what I despise

Am I uninteresting, or d'you kinda like this?
Cause I'm f*ckin embarrassed that this shit is what I write
I swear to f*ckin God that I could do much f*ckin better but
I'll grapple with the mediocrity until I'm dead

Cause I won't get a two tone tattoo on my foreskin
I don't want some fashion fascist to dictate the way I look
The internet just proved to me I've got a face for radio but
Not a voice they'll play cause I don't fit the f*ckin model

And I don't think that I'll profit from this project
I don't think that people wanna see me take a f*ckin risk
But I don't wanna be just categorically excluded from
An opportunity or an idea that I have

So if you like this shit well... GOOD
But I can't promise that I'll ever write another song like this
Cause even if I wanted to I can't control authentic
So you get just what you get that's what you get