ONI INC. - A Failure On Every Level Lyrics

I'm wanting a win, losing my special, not wanting to live
In chaos, I nestle, I take, never give
A blasphemous vessel, a loser, abuser, a friendship confuser
I bend 'til it breaks, pushing the limits, the real, and the fake
Counting the minutes 'til our ship is faded
Unsatiated, life can't be different for uninitiated
Feel the most hated, I've become so jaded
Let liars lie until my head was bleeding
Black vultures waited, display day 80
Serpentine merges where I was just faded
Oh

I'll crush it like it's soda pop
Now I'm with these doozies, it's going super like I'm vogelbaum
Staying with the speed, want a picture, got a Photoshop
I just wanna smoke, f*ck off, this ain't a photo op, what?
I'm just being honest, been a real long life
Wimdow maker your bullets, but I choose to carry knives
I like it personal, watching the soul leave eyes
Gives life to me, baby, ugh

I didn't plan for the blow up
Stranger in the city, but they show up
Dark hearted glow up, no, I give no f*ck
Play me and say what's needed, I'm doughed up
Domino fall down, f*ckin' 'em in their ball gown
Always invited out now, never attending
RP cosplay, only time pretending

I had some very good friends that helped me say that I do have a purpose
But even still with family and friends helping me, there's days where it's like-
As I walk the mirror's edge, staring into black
It grabs, attacks everything that I lack, it is
Consuming each and every thread
I am dead in every threat

With tear, I am the villain in my own story
As I walk, the mirror's edge
Staring into black, it grabs, attacks everything that I lack, it is
I am the villain in my own story