Oni Kawakami - Itsbettertohaveloved Lyrics

This is another one to drown to
Pour another round to
Hate how it surrounds you
Never could amount to
Darkness what It's bound to
Memories denounce you
Sufferings all I'll do
Love it how they crowned you

Is it better to have loved and then have lost
When you don't know the cost
And later days can still recall
All the pain I fought
Had it dripping out exhaust
Exhausted from the ways
That heartbreak made me fall

So pour another cup
Tell me that I'm right
This ain't something to drown to unless you fall in love
Hate it when them night terrors got you waking up
Middle of the night cold sweats feeling numb

Let it all out we all got battle scars
I truly thought that this all would be ours
Fade away
I just wanna fade away

So now I'm torn up this feelings too tight
Dancing with the devil in the moon light
Trying to do everything for you right
But notice that I'm losing you in hindsight

Cause you wouldn't ride for me
You wouldn't die for me
Only caused a scene
So you can watch me bleed
High anxiety
It stays gripping me
Doesn't fit the theme
This was never me

Standing on the balcony
And I'm about to lose it all
Standing on the balcony
And I can hear the pavement call

Crowds causing all the commotion
So I'll just become an ocean
And I'm about to fall asleep
So let me just replay that dream

So pour another cup
Tell me that I'm right
This ain't something to drown to unless you fall in love
Hate it when them night terrors got you waking up
Middle of the night cold sweats feeling numb

Let it all out we all got battle scars
I truly thought that this all would be ours
Fade away
I just wanna fade away